Why am I so fucking stupid Why do I always do the things I've done a million times before Everything just gets out of control so fast And nothing ever seems to really last, but... I wanted everything To be different now But it always ends up just the same I'm not even sure you know I exist Though I try to resist There's no one else to blame I just keep making the same mistake And losing everything I just keep falling into the same pattern And I end up with nothing
